A New Way Of Looking At The Wall

This happened quite a few years ago but it still stands out fresh in my mind.

At the time, I was in the Air Force and lived in the dorm. I didn’t have a roommate and I didn’t have any curtains. My window faced north and the light from the parking lot lit the inside of my room fairly well every night.

On this particular night, I’d gone to bed early. The channels we got on the television were sad and few. The Jerry Lewis telethon was supposed to be on later, but I wasn’t particularly interested in that, so I went to bed.

The bed wasn’t particularly comfortable. It was a little bigger than cot size. It was against the wall in the northeast corner of the room. The walls were made of big rough textured bricks.

For some reason I woke up and opened my eyes. I got the feeling someone was in the room with me. Generally, I’m not frightened and I looked around. Light was coming in through the window from the parking lot lamps, I could see about half of the room clearly. I didn’t see anything.

I sat up in bed and looked around. Nothing seemed amiss. I was about to lie down and go back to sleep when I looked at the wall behind me (to the east).

The hair stood up on the back of my neck. The wall was smooth and had flowered wallpaper on it. I could see it clearly in the half-light. I don’t see colors well in the dark, but the background was turquoise and the flowers were purple. The flowers had small leaves arranged in an intricate swirled pattern. I was shocked.

I knew the wall was really like the rest of the walls, big textured bricks about one foot in diameter. They were tan with white grout deeply set between the bricks. This wall had wallpaper! I stared at the pattern.

I stood up, walked around the room and could see nothing else different. The wallpaper remained on the east wall. I could still feel the strong presence of someone else in the room, but no one was there. Nothing changed on the wall as I moved about the room.

I should mention that I do not do drugs and rarely drink alcohol. I did drink an occasional beer at the time but had had nothing for more than a week.

I was pretty freaked by then, so I decided to turn on the light. I figured as soon as the light came on everything would return to normal. I walked over and turned the switch on. To my surprise, nothing changed. The east wall still had wallpaper. I could see it clearly with the light on. I walked over and looked closer. I could not see the texture of the wall or the bricks, just smooth wallpaper.

I had seen this wallpaper somewhere before. (Later I realized it was like the wallpaper in my Grandmother’s kitchen, painted over years before. That’s why I’d forgotten it. My grandmother had passed away three or four years ago.)

Generally, if you face your fears they disappear. I decided the best way to get rid of this hallucination was to touch the wallpaper. (When my hand touched brick, everything would return to normal.) I ran my hand over the wallpaper. I could feel no brick everything was perfectly smooth. I tried desperately to feel brick.

I walked to another part of the room and felt the wall, bricks. When I retuned and felt the wallpaper, it was smooth.

This was too much for me. I had to leave the room. I shut off the light and left. I went downstairs and watched the Jerry Lewis telethon for about an hour. The dorm guard was asleep in a chair. Later I went back to my room and everything was normal.

Just to make sure I wouldn’t think this was a dream in the morning; I wrote everything down on paper and laid it by my alarm clock. It was not a dream because I found the paper the next day. (I still remembered anyway and I usually don’t remember dreams.)

Card Reading

A few tips if you want to read cards in a chat-room.

Watch the room. See who stays and goes, and how the people react to others.
Don’t read anybody who’s impatient. (Impatience is just the tip of the iceberg.) Don’t bother with a skeptics or anybody just wasting time. Don’t do anybody who bad-mouths anybody or doesn’t have manners. (They aren’t going to treat you any different.)

I used to have a habit of looking at three cards representing the person, before I offered to read them. (People wear masks and this is a good way to see what they are really like.)

One time a lady asked for help and she seemed pretty desperate and sincere.
I looked at the three cards. They were all cards of struggle and for some reason, “gang rape” popped into my head. (I kind of laughed this off, chocking it up to my vivid imagination and misinterpretation. I also reasoned it was probably due to the negative vibes in the room.) I asked the lady what she was concerned about she said her husband had just been sent to prison and she was wondering how he’d be…

No matter what the truth is, it’s sometimes better to make your own truth. The new cards did show some form of restraint and struggle. They indicated great change. His world turned upside down. I told her it indicated he had to be really careful and some of the other specifics. I said nothing of the gang rape.

I’m still freaked out.

Belief

What does it take to believe and what can we believe in?

Some people believe in religion, others don't. No matter what they see can make them believe. If I could actually turn water into wine, they would think I was a great magician, but they wouldn’t believe the water had actually changed.

One type psychic chat rooms attract are skeptics demanding proof. They may as well leave because they will never get what they come for.

No real psychic wastes their time and energy proving anything. It is pointless. When the skeptic finally finds someone to prey on it will be someone who is not particularly gifted or just be practicing. This feeds their skepticism and they never build belief.

You are the proof. Make your own magic.

The average person ignores miracles. They are full of excuses why it can’t be done and are constantly upstaged by those willing to try.

Dowsing

Most people can learn to dowse. Dowsers can find water, minerals, lost items, lost people and answer questions. There are different ways to dowse. If you’re trying to find water or minerals a forked stick or rods work well. To answer questions or find something a long rod might be used. Pendulums can be used for finding things, answering questions, aligning the chakras and map dowsing. Map dowsing is good for finding lost people or far away things. For more information check out http://spe.midco.net/fejfar/mainpage.html

My First OOBE

My journey began in the 6th grade. I had no knowledge of anything of a psychic nature. I lived in a small town so far out in the boonies we only got two channels on TV. On this particular night, I went to a football game. The game wasn’t particularly notable. At halftime, we were playing football along one of the side-lines with a paper cup.

I remember a crowd of people. Something had happened. They were in front of me. I could see their backs. I tried to move forward and around them so I could see what was happening. I could hear someone gasping for breath. Finally, I could see. A child was laying on the ground. I immediately became worried because it might be one of my friends. As I moved closer I realized the figure on the ground was me!

At that moment my consciousness was looking at myself from about 15 ft away and a little above adult height off the ground. I went into shock and thought I was dead. Instantly my consciousness snapped back into my body. Then I could feel myself trying to catch my breath. (I’d had the wind knocked out of me.) My consciousness was normal and I could see the crowd around me from the viewpoint of a little boy laying on the ground.
It scared the hell out of me for years. I didn’t mention it to anyone because I figured they’d think I was crazy.

Miracles

It is my opinion that miracles happen all the time. We are just too busy or too stupid to notice. Sometimes the greatest events in our lives are forgotten.